Count the breaths, count the scars
If you're still breathing, you're still at war
The night crawls in like a blade to the ribs
I taste the fear on the back of my lips
Me and sickness, concrete prayers
I've learned to bleed in the open air
Voices grind like a rusted chain
Telling me "Quit," but I don't obey
I've stared at the edge, I've felt that pull
Now I'm the storm and the storm is full
I don't need Heaven, I don't need clean
I need a reason to stay mean
So strike the match, let the darkness see
I'm not your victim, I'm your enemy
I've got a blackout heart still beating in the fire
Chains on my lungs, but I won't expire
If the void wants my name, it can come and try
I bite back hard, I don't lay down, I don't die
Turn the pain into power, turn the loss into art
I'm a war drum living in a blackout heart
Blackout
Heart
Heart
I've worn the mask, I've swallowed the sound
I've smiled through hell just to not get found
But I'm done being quiet, done being tame
Done carrying shame like a ball and chain
I've been dragged through the mud by the hands of time
Still I stand here, teeth bared, eyes alive
You can call it rage, you can call it sin
I call it proof that I'm still within
Every scar is a sentence the dark couldn't end
Every cut is a place where the light gets in
So hit me again, I'll hit back twice
I've paid my dues, now I take my life
I've got a blackout heart still beating in the fire
Chains on my lungs, but I won't expire
If the void wants my name, it can come and try
I bite back hard, I don't lay down, I don't die
Turn the pain into power, turn the loss into art
I'm a war drum living in a blackout heart
Blackout
No
Sick
No
Heart
No
I've been buried breathing
I've been broken standing
I've been dead inside
Still I keep demanding
And if you're out there shaking in a bathroom light
Thinking you're the only one losing the fight
Hear this, you're not alone in the pit
You're not weak because you're in it
Hold the rail, feel the crowd, feel the floor
That pulse in your chest is a weapon, not a war
One more step, one more breath, one more scream
You don't need faith
You need a reason to believe
So raise your hands if you're tired of fighting
If you've been drowning in your own mind
We don't bow to the dark, we don't pray to the end
We turn our fear into steel and we start again
I've got a blackout heart still beating in the fire
Chains on my lungs, but I won't expire
If the void wants my name, it can come and try
I bite back hard, I don't lay down, I don't die
Turn the pain into power, turn the loss into art
I'm a war drum living in a blackout heart
Blackout heart, I'm still alive
Blackout heart, I survive
Count the breaths, count the scars
If you're still breathing, you're still at war