Thinking 'bout the times we had
I could never forget at all
When you kissed me, said you loved me
But now that you are gone
I'm inside of my head again
I've been thinking of you again
I've been trying so hard to escape (from my room)
Again (pushing through)
But I can't
But I can't even move on
Tell me that you hate me, that I'm not the one that you wanna call
Tell me that I'm different but I don't think that you mean it with love
I don't smoke no cigarettes but I got pain inside of my lungs
Another day, another letter for you that I write with my blood
Tell me you love me, tell me you need me
Or tell me you hate me and let me go
Why do you treat me just like that?
Why do you disappear like that every fucking night
That I'm fucked up and I have no one to call
And I've been looking for a way to keep on track?
That I'm losing my hope and I've been losing control
And I've been looking for a way to hold it back?
I've been walking through the city all night on my own
Streets so crowded but I still feel alone
Everybody in this city look at me like I'm not
Even nobody, just another ghost
But I don't think I am either
Many problems with my inner side
I can't solve, I'm paralyzed
I'm wondering why
I'm inside of my head again
I've been thinking of you again
I've been trying so hard to escape (from my room)
Again (pushing through)
But I can't
But I can't even move on
Tell me that you hate me, that I'm not the one that you wanna call
Tell me that I'm different but I don't think that you mean it with love
I don't smoke no cigarettes but I got pain inside of my lungs
Another day, another letter for you that I write with my blood
That I write with my blood
And you wont read at all
Tell me you love me, tell me you hate me and let me go