Atom Bomb

After all this time I'm the same just older

My skin's too thin, I could stand to be colder

I'm ashamed, I lose myself in people like I lost myself in you

I bite my tongue, I don't wanna give in

You're already gone and I've been living

Like an atom bomb waiting to be lit and

I don't know what's worth forgiving

I don't know what's worth forgiving

'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry

And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night

I never could figure out why

I can't get your birthday straight

I always try

Call you up, you're moving to Minneapolis

I'm free to stay but you're taking the atlas

And you don't know why you ever left in the first place

Guess you were just bored, now you're sick of the rat race

And I can't go back, though I'd consider

To see you smile and the snow in the winter

But nothing's the same there's no power in Austin

A tornado in Tennessee, a heatwave in Boston

It's been changing way too often

'Cause a shade of blue could make me cry

And the thought of someone I love feeling lonely at night

I never could figure out why

I can't get your birthday straight

I always tried

I lied, I never tried to quit

I couldn't get the hang of it

I lied, I never tried to quit

I couldn't get the hang of it

I lied, I never tried to quit

I just can't get the hang of it