Ignore the Sun

You keep repeating the lines

I keep the fire inside

Don't wanna hear, but your words are deafening

It's all so sickening

Outnumbered by these thoughts

I'm crawling in the dark

Faced down again, I'm blinded by the night

I'm separating emotions with lust

I just need something to numb me

Have you ever felt that you're not alive?

You're just simply existing

One day at a time

I often feel there's a hole in the plan

Like there's a deadline to happiness

You move on to endless endeavors

While I'm being lost in desperate beginnings

You keep repeating the lines

I keep the fire inside

Don't wanna hear, but your words are deafening

Ignore the sun that's in your eyes

So you can watch me disappear

I don't wanna feel anything at all

I still remember the words

(There's a fire inside you

That will always guide you)

To a place that you call home

But you stole it from me

This time I'll wait for the end

(No desperate beginnings)

This time I'll wait for the end

(It's all so sickening)

If this is heart, I will defeat it

If this is love, then I don't need it

Go

You keep repeating the lines

I keep the fire inside

Don't wanna hear, but your words are deafening

Ignore the sun that's in your eyes

So you can watch me disappear

All the voices inside my head

Keep telling me that I am sickening

And I feel the colors change in, change in me

And I see the fire slowly burning out

I always thought that life, it would be more than this (and I feel the colors)

Another pointless, repeating pattern (they change in)

Of who I will disappoint today (they change in me)

I need to go, but you want me to stay (and I see)

But I don't wanna be here anymore (the fire)

Am I alive, or am I just fucking existing? (Slowly burning out)

It's just all so sickening

I don't wanna be here anymore

I just wanna find my place

I just wanna find a way to stay the night

To stay the night, alone

I don't wanna be here anymore

I just wanna find my place

I just wanna find a way to stay alive