Letras
I remember world in colors that do not exist
I forgot how clear air in my lungs feels
All that's around are four walls
Enclosed, secluded in my safe space
I become extinct in the eyes of profiles of my friends
I'm home alone, I'm secure in my bed
My apartment's ceiling is like a dome
A little cage I'm trapped in
Kinda short on food, but that's ok, a diet wouldn't hurt me
From the window's sight this world doesn't seem so worrying
It's painful to exist, so I stay here until i disappear
There's so much that could hurt and it's just safer not to feel
Do I count as a human? Is it human to yield to your fear?
Oh, it's so exhausting to figure out, so I just stay here
Stay here, stay here
Well, I need to go out, have to empty my trash bin
Hard to pick all of the locks when you have dozens of keys
Anxiety comes and surrounds you
Squinting from the light, it's so bright
Wind crawls over your skin, image blurry, gotta do it fast
It's painful to exist, so I stay here until i disappear
There's so much that could hurt and it's just safer not to feel
Do I count as a human? Is it human to yield to your fear?
Oh, it's so exhausting to figure out, so I just stay here
Stay here, stay here
Them all around, in a place of fear
I want to sink through the floor, want to disappear
Yeah, I want to let go, I want to run away
But what do I do when my mind tells me "Stay"?
It's painful to exist, so I stay here until i disappear
There's so much that could hurt and it's just safer not to feel
Do I count as a human? Is it human to yield to your fear?
Oh, it's so exhausting to figure out, so I just stay here
Stay here, not to disappear