
(He's self-destructive and disturbed
Just like his father
Look at who he has to look up to
And you're drunk again aren't you?
Shut up Maggy
Shut up)
You gotta help me out
Cause I don't want them around
I feel like I might be
Some type of way i see
Things that no-one speaks on
I got veins that leak
I feel like I can't speak
There's blood all in my sheets
My throats swelling up
And I got codeine in my cup
There's worms in my head
I fear, I might be dead
I freak the fuck out
I cant do drugs I doubt
Everyone looking around
The hell did I do wrong
Gimme a minute I'll be strong
Can I sober up I wanna puke
Flies swarm through me, I'm the duke
I piss at pressure washer speed
I wish my cum would come at ease
I got like eighty different things
I could be doing right now
Instead I'm trippin on my self
I really despise this me
Light it, let me smoke it to it's core
Pick my body off the floor
When I'm sober I'll do more
My lungs feel sore
Imma paraplegic whore
Cut me off I'll hate myself
In the morning
Better yet let me act foolish
I'm performing
Don't get too talkative, not interested
You're boring
Gave you many warnings
Catastrophes alluring
This shit straight disgusting
It's hard I got nothing
I pull up to the function
Act straight now I'm bluffing
I'm disgusted I don't wanna fall to far
I'm disgusting, everyone's ashamed I call
I really despise this me