Cursive.

On the plus side at least I've been drinking more water

And building a relationship with my father

I'm not someone that somebody's daughter

Should see for the rest of their life

I'm sorry that you're always hurtin' and

I'm sorry I'll never be perfect

I'm tired of shoutin' and cursin'

It sounds like you're speaking in cursive

I love it how you used to miss me

I hate it that you're not around

I regret the day that you kissed me

I wish I had never been found

I don't know how I'll ever repay you

For all that wasted time

I was wondering how long you no longer wanted to be mine

And when I wake up I'll think to myself I'll get better

But lately, I'm feeling so under the weather

I thought we were better together but

I guess that you don't

I'm lazy and getting complacent

I don't want to see my replacement

I'll stay in my bed all day and maybe

Go see Dad in the basement

I don't want to put on this fake smile

I don't want to get drunk at the bar

I just want to go as fast as I can

And crash my f*cking car

Who knew I'd make it this far?

I don't want any more scars

Oooo

Oooooo

Ooooooo

Music is the only comfort I have

It's the thing that keeps me breathing

Even when I talk to my friends I feel like I'm committing treason

I know I gave you toxic love

I don't blame you for leaving

You don't have to explain yourself

I could've guessed all the reasons

I know that I'm the reason

I'm the f*cking reason you left me

All this sh*t is so heavy

I just want to give up

I just want to give up but I can't 'cause I gotta stay up

But I'm stuck

I'm so f*cking stuck

I just need some luck to get me out this f*cking town

I'm not sticking around here

No, I'm not sticking around here

I'd rather face my darkest fears