I wish that people flip again and take a tight leave
One day they here baby the next day they gone (x4)
I miss my loved ones, you miss your loved ones
They still here watching over they ain't really gone
I miss my loved ones, we miss our loved ones
I can feel they spirit in my body in my bones
Certain stuff remind me of you, go in memory lane
A lot of good times, lot of laughs, and a lot of pain
But the loves the same and you never change
I can hear mama saying "Mijo do your thang"
Be damned if I forget you, be damned if I don't miss you
Be damned if I don't get choked up when I look at all the pictures
All the stuff you saved of me, advice you gave to me
And ever since you passed, nothing is the fucking same to me
They dropping left and right, that's why we gotta cherish
Thinking we got nine lives living life so careless
It's more than a handful of losses
All these deaths got me paranoid and cautious
It's the little things you miss, the smell, the style
The laughs, the stories, the joy, the smile
We'll meet up at the crossroads so you won't be solo
Thinking bout you late night when I'm puffing this dodo
Think of all the times we had, think of all the jokes you cracked
Damn I wish I had your back, damn I wish that we could chat
You know that daddy hurting, your baby boy stressing
But least I know you're pain free your body finally resting
If cancer was a person better believe that I would kill em
Because they killed my mama didn't care about her feelings
It's all set up to make money control the population
These pharma companies run the whole damn operation
But that's another story, let's get back on topic
Mama will you hear this song in heaven when I drop it
I sure wish you do, some only got a clue
When you see your loved ones dying right in front of you
I'm feeling down and out, I blow a pound of pot
Sometimes I feelin die, sometimes I yell and shout
Why they had to take my uncles I don't really know
Why my sister had to die and never get to grow
Rest in peace to grandpa, I'm talking bout they chell
And to grandma Juanita, I hope you resting well
Lost a couple classmates, man around the way
Won't forget my brothers wife it was a fucked up day
Rest in peace to her, Amber hold it down
And when you need someone to talk to uncle be around
Feel the pain from my pen, and the struggle in my vocals
Puffing dodo, ducking popos, chugging moyo
About to pop a slow-mo, ease up all the tension
That I'm feeling in my body that's got me flinching
I need to really pray that I see a better day
Licks I'm hitting but there's gotta be a better way