Pain

I've been going through a lot of hard times in my life

I've been tryna look for better days

Cuz it's hard to keep my head up so high

Walking under dark clouds, it won't fade

Doing what I can to get rid of all the pain

Cuz you see i've been going through a lot of hard times in my life

Tryna keep my head high

No matter what's going on

Been through so much

But i just know that i'm not alone

Show no emotions

Cuz it's hard for me tell

Feeling the stress and the pain

I just wanna yell

Don't know where i'm just headed

I just don't think i'm ready

There's too much on my mind

It's hard for me to keep it steady

I'm just letting you down

I'm feeling so ashamed

I'm really doing what I can but I don't feel a change

Venting out through the music

It's helping me get through it

Taking ten steps back

But I know I can do it

When i'm doing better

I don't feel it getting better

But when I get knocked down

I do my best to get up

I've been going through a lot of hard times in my life

I've been tryna look for better days

Cuz it's hard to keep my head up so high

Walking under dark clouds, it won't fade

Doing what I can to get rid of all the pain

Cuz you see i've been going through a lot of hard times in my life

I'm holding on tryna dig my way out

Feeling like i'm getting buried deep

But that won't hold me down

I got dreams that i'ma chase

And money I gotta make

I don't wanna be a nobody

But I will never fake

Mama still working hard

Feeling like she gets no rest

I'm just tryna make it out

So she just don't have to stress

Everyday we're getting older

I don't wanna waste no time

I've been working on my life

I'm just tryna get it right

All the pain that I feel tryna let it out my mind

I'm feeling so blessed when I open up my eyes

I've been looking some guidance