Dream State - Monsters [Official Music Video]

(I've got a confession)

I've got a confession

I've got a secret

On the tip of my tongue and it's bleeding out

You know I've got my reasons

This suffocating feeling

And the voice in my head is bleeding out

And I don't think that I'll ever really change

This is not how I'm made

'Cause I think I've lost half my mind

Fighting my addiction

I've been killing, wasting time

I'm not alright

And I can do it if I want to

I can do it if I want to

I don't care if it hurts me

I care if I hurt you

I care if I hurt you

Blinded by these white lines

Feeling like I'm divine

Never reaching cloud nine

And I feel like giving up

Enough's never enough

I divorced all my love

Why won't you give up?

Why won't you give up?

'Cause I don't think that I'll ever really change

This is not how I'm made

'Cause I think I've lost half my mind

Fighting my addiction

I've been killing, wasting time

I'm not alright

And I can do it if I want to

I can do it if I want to

I don't care if it hurts me

I care if I hurt you

I need help

I've gotten myself lost again

I can't do it on my own

I don't know what to do

Please don't go

Just help me

I can't do this on my own

Stay, stay with me

Stay, stay with me

I think I've lost half my mind

Fighting my addictions

I've been chasing the white light

I'm not, I'm not alright

And I can do it if I want to

I can do it if I want to

I don't care if it hurts me

I care if I hurt you

With my white lines

And my white lies

My white lines

My white lies