Letras
Things never change, the pain never goes away
My heart's black like the paint on my Chevrolet
I mean, sometimes we go through so many different things
That it makes us numb, literally turns our hearts black
To love, to showing love, and so forth
And throughout a vato's life, sometimes, we go through many losses
Especially the deaths of our family members
You know what I'm sayin'? I'm still
Dealing with the fact that I lost my mom
Without making amends, without building that bridge
From the scars of the childhood and being incarcerated
And, you know what I'm sayin', losing my homies
Speedy, you know what I'm sayin', we never had the chance to
To really do the music like we should
You know what I'm sayin', and mature together
With our music and with ourselves and our family
You know what I'm sayin'?
You can imagine what my brother Buzzy be going through
You know what I'm sayin'? Losing my homeboy Osito
Just not being able to see people you grew up with really mature
And really be mature enough to enjoy their lives together
You know what I'm sayin'? That's what hurts more than all
Not the fact that we can't be out hittin' the clubs, drinkin', smokin'
Nah, it's watching us mature together that
Makes it harder than anything
You gon' have to listen to the album, man
You gon' have to keep listening to the songs
So you can understand where I'm coming from