Coming Up

My time is valuable, tic tic and it goes by

Dried my eyes, headed to my distance

I ain't sky high yet

Must be posing a threat

'Cause every time I come around

They're dodging me like they do bullets

Don't wanna invest in

What I am best in

Told myself my enemies are the ones

I should be befriending but

I get ahead of myself too easily

I keep losing my focus

Take my eyes off where I know my hope is, yeah

I'd rather make myself anonymous

I know my place and with it I'm synonymous

I know my time is coming up

I know my luck is running out

I know I'm lacking self-awareness

Entertaining all my doubts, I know it

Know my time is coming up

Coming up

Know my time is coming up

Coming up

So much for all the promises they made me

Yeah, they hit different when you keep them in safety

If let-downs was a beast

Who would keep me from taming it?

I wanna see someone try it

After that I'll really change my name to fit the narrative

Too hard to run on eggshells

I've been doing that all my life

And I still do it unconsciously without even trying

Who am I trying to please?

That's the question that bothers me

Every time I go to sleep the sun is beaming in front of me

I say, I spy with my little eye something quite like

Quiet like somebody held at gunpoint

No crime life for me

These streets was made for ball games

Only hear the trees swaying left and right and that way

My bullies running after me

Biggest one is tall like ten feet

Their nicknames kept me company

Had me running like a deadbeat

And yet again, so easily I keep losing my focus

Take my eyes off where I know my hope is, yeah

I'd rather make myself anonymous

I know my place and with it I'm synonymous

I know my time is coming up