you think it really shouldnt matter but it does a lot

I feel like shouting

From my rooftop

Why cant you let go

Of all the shit I've done

Laughed at me

Inside a walmart

What do I fucking know

Everything all feels the same

Fried every inch of my brain

I want you

So badly

I'm talking to

A concept

That doesn't have feelings and

Blurs my sense of meaning

I'm so warped

I'm so fucking warped

I'm eating rubber

I'm eating dirt

I wanna watch your face sink

While I destroy myself

What the fucks your problem huh

I know what I need

I just need to fucking die

What the hell makes you so joyous

What the hell makes me enjoy this

I want you

So badly

Talking to a concept

That doesn't have feelings

And blurs my sense of meaning

I'm so warped

I'm so fucking warped