Heavy

Stuck in a dream with no means or no ends

Wasting my time, I don't see the progress

Waiting in line, I won't eat, I'm so stressed

Pacing my mind till I OD with no meds

Had everything on track, what happened?

I got sick, got mad, got scattered

I lost it, that pizazz, that action

Down the drain with the rest of that passion

Days in, days out, heads in the same cloud

Same gig, same town, everything the same now

Everything is played out over my head

I'm loathing the path that I've chosen to tread

I'm over the trend, not close with my friends

'Cause I know that my motions are cloaked in regret

Don't know how close, but I know it's the edge

If I don't get some hope, I'm approaching the end

Like, yo, I try to show some respect

But I hate what I see and I'm over the net

Just a hoax or a pest or a clone of the rest

But I know that I'm vexed, so to cope, I repress

Stuck in a mind, but I can't unwind

Run from the light, but it's faster than I

So I duck and I hide while I'm passing the time

And erupt on a mic with the bars that I write

Days in, days out, everything the same now

Fade in, fade out, head up in that same cloud

Everything has weight now, it's heavy, heavy

Everything has changed now, it's heavy, heavy

Days in, days out, everything the same now

Fade in, fade out, head up in that same cloud

Everything has weight now, it's heavy, heavy

Everything has changed now, it's heavy, heavy

Everything has weight now, heavy, heavy

Everything I say now petty, petty

Don't wanna change, I'll change when I'm ready

They say celebrate, I ain't seen no confetti

Every day, wake up in a mist

I told you to go, but I love you to bits

Now I roll with the flow like I'm stuck in a rip

When I'm older, I'll know that I'm young, just a kid

Or I'm dumb and a dick or a dunce or a prick

Now I'm done with my shit, so no wonder you skip

So you run to the sticks with your mum and your sis

And I'm stuck in a bits with my drums and a kick

Back of the bus, earbuds to the head

Run from my thoughts till I've busted my leg

Now I'm stuck on the fence with a bunch of regret

And it's tough, but I guess that it's something you get (Yeah)

So I keep my head down in the dirt

Scrounging around with the nouns and the verbs

I know I'm sounding absurd

But when I'm out of words, I've found that it works

So why's everything that I feel so heavy?

Why's it all just so heavy?

Maybe I just ain't ready

Maybe I just ain't ready

Days in, days out, everything the same now

Fade in, fade out, head up in that same cloud

Everything has weight now, it's heavy, heavy

Everything has changed now, it's heavy, heavy

Days in, days out, everything the same now

Fade in, fade out, head up in that same cloud

Everything has weight now, it's heavy, heavy