Letras
Lost inside my mind are the answers that I know
Can't find myself, the truer self, the one that always grows
Looking for the doorway to go and find my own
The kid in me is giggling, can't seem to say no
Lately it's been the jail that be taking up my time
It used to be the Henny Sprite mixed with the lemon rind
Late night drinking had me teetering on the edge
The bed was just retreat so I could come back and do it again
I'm running from my problems, drinking them all away
The man inside just wants to hide in a less than healthy way
My problems ain't that great, they just first world editions
Not limited to me, I'm not special but I'm always gifted
I put it all together, I'm trying to compile a list
Of the newest hits, the latest fits to how I'm gonna end this
I'm trying to change my habits, bring about the basics
I'm dealing with depression on an almost daily basis
And feeling like a bullet wouldn't even solve my issues
Just stockpile a new batch to coincide with those too
Man, I hate the way I am
I'm just trying to find a way up out the hole I'm sitting in again
Lost inside my mind are the answers that I know
Can't find myself, the truer self, the one that always grows
Looking for the doorway to go and find my own
The kid in me is giggling, can't seem to say no
Lost inside my mind are the answers that I know
Can't find myself, the truer self, the one that always grows
Looking for the doorway to go and find my own
The kid in me is giggling, can't seem to say no
I get that I ain't perfect, got a lot of kinks to work out
Smoke outs on the barbecue seems to be my workaround
Try to find some purpose, so I went and shifted gears
Self-destruction of myself, the last five years
And man, I gotta say, it was a mighty task
The man that I unmasked, I unveiled myself fast
My health was in a decline, the side effects were OH MY
I'm running out of breath just trying to kick a few lines
Do it major for the one time, it's on the shoreline