Letras
I cleaned the slates
Whilst you made the mess
Ask if i'm good can't say i'm stressed
You like me more when i paint my smile
I'll always stay two steps ahead
It's easier than what's in my head
If i say the truth you'll leave instead
I'd rather hurt than hear the end
This game i play know it's all pretend
If this is healing when does it begin
Still picking pieces of the girl i've always been
Caught in this mess of the fucked up world i'm in
I hold my breath when the thoughts come closing in
Rewrite the story in my head n make it all make sense
Replay the scenes where shit was normal we were actual friends
Lying to myself just to feel like this time ain't the end
Dig through the silence of your words i'm really tryna defend
This quiet noise is getting louder more it's stuck in my head
Replay the words just to check there's nothing that i've misread
Ghost to my face n now you're living rent free inside my head
Im done with chasing ghosts that i know never come back instead
If this is healing when does it begin
Still picking pieces of the girl i've always been
Caught in this mess of the fucked up world i'm in
I hold my breath when the thoughts come closing in
If this is healing when does it begin
Still picking pieces of the girl i've always been
Caught in this mess of the fucked up world i'm in
I hold my breath when the thoughts come closing in
(When the thoughts come closing in)
(mmm)