Relyin' On Pills

It feels like there's weight on my fucking chest

And, no I can't let it go

Tryna distract myself with the money with the fashion with the drugs maybe too

But

This shit is not working at all

Long term, short term, I can't heal it for shit

I done cried too many tears as a youngin

Now, it's a task to get them out

(It's a task to get them out, yadig, huh)

Heaven is so close, this story still goes on

I know that I don't belong here, so why the fuck am I here?

And I see you sitting on the throne, I'm like, what?

And I'm still relying on these pills

Relying on these pills, I'm relying on these pills

And I know that they make fun of me, but maybe I deserve it too

Maybe I deserve it too

But shit is not normal fool

But I cannot help it boo

No, I cannot help it boo, no I cannot help it boo