Sober

For her I'll quit it, but word I'm a troubled spirit

I puff indica and sativa, feeling weaker, gaining love from a beaker

I trust the weed blunts, puffing on the reefer

'Til the reaper, come behind me and he creeps up

I smoke the kief up, cough like a fever

Pour up, pour up and drink another fucking litre

'Til I have a seizure, I'm a high achiever, God I'm eager to meet ya, your my teacher

I got no mates, what's a day one? (day one)

I'm insane in the brain so I blaze blunts (blaze blunts)

I'm in pain and the pain made me crave bud

All my mates are fake, I don't even got to say nun' (say nun')

Not a day goes by they don't ask me

For money, then they claim that they love me

It's funny that I still trust them

But to be honest, to the end it's fuck friends

Lost all my mates, I got replaced by snakes

I found my place in pain and now I face the strains

I chase the flame, embrace the way they break my name in vein

No grace remains, cause I became insane (became insane)

I need space, I fiend a blaze

I don't speak I pray (pray)

But either way Imma still fight (still fight)

Still fight for my life

Imma still try (still try)

Pills fry all my brain

I'm rapping and whacking packets 'til I'm collapsing

Adapting to what happened, I'm attacking the feelings that're back in

My dreams are lacking, I need to tap in, I've been relapsing,

The scenes of unhappiness are stacking so I've been slacking

I hop up in the booth room and I get to yapping

Got Lu$if on the bluetooth as my mind blackens

While I'm chatting about the new route that I'm unpacking

My fatality makes me spit the flames just I'm like a dragon

14, sold 4 beans to 4 fiends

More fiends came forward for all the morphine

My weed had everyone's eyes red like some chlorine

My tree had every cunt fried, guess, it was foreseen

Didn't wanna live like this but did at the same time

I didn't wanna live like shit but didn't have shame for crime

Didn't wanna live then commit so bitch I made rhymes

Rapped about the way I felt then somehow hit my fame prime

Had mates at school, others throwing up gang signs

Lad fuck the rules, we all growing with the same mind

Bags made my fuel, I wasn't living by the baseline

Had to stay cool, cause I'm blowing up space high

Fuck staying chill, I didn't know how to

I was stuck chasing thrills what has living come down to

Bro's stuck taking pills, even after he vowed to

Never touch another but he just looked at me and he downed two

Now I live through out new feelings that amount to

This boulder on my shoulder that boldens the fact about truth

Hold up, I roll up and take it in with all these loud fumes

He went to rehab now there's codeine inside his mount dew

I guess I'm trying to say be careful who's around you

Some people don't feel your enough, and will live without you

But just find a crowd who be loyal and allows you

To be yourself cause now there's no masking yourself, you're now you