Letras
I stared at your words felt nothing but weight
Hoped for a bridge but you built a gate
Your smile's a mirror that only sees you
I gave a piece you broke it in two
You said you missed me but only to twist me
Pulled the past out just to guilt me
But I'm not that child you used to define
I'm not running back not this time
I archived the pain closed off the screen
No space in my life for what you used to mean
I reached with a heart you answered with pride
But I won't beg for love not this time
You joked like it's fine like I don't feel
Used family as weapons masked it as real
I walked to your door not on my knees
But you chose silence wrapped in a tease
You posted my wins never saw my scars
Clapped for the surface ignored the heart
I tried for peace but peace never replied
So I'll find my voice not this time
I archived the pain closed off the screen
No space in my life for what you used to mean
I reached with a heart you answered with pride
But I won't beg for love not this time
I don't hate you
But I won't hold you anymore
This ache isn't mine to keep
Not again
Not this time
I archived the pain deleted the cries
No space for echoes that hollow my mind
I reached out once and that's where I'll draw the line
I'm healing for me
Not this time