VASCULAR DEMI GOTH (Lyric Video)

My mind's a dangerous thing

Oh it's a boxing match and I'm dying in the ring

I thought I drowned all my insecurities

But they're taking over my hands and feet

And the past is now closing in on me

And I can hear it on repeat

Let me out to the cold

Safer with hearts of stone

Out where the mind still cuts

Screaming I'm not enough

The silence is deafening

Feels like this weight will never leave

Cause you made me feel so hollow

But this trauma echoes

I breathe in but I still feel haunted

Hollow but it's still so toxic

I spend my nights trying to let go

But this trauma echoes

Why am I the one to feel the pain

When you tried to take my soul away from me

Burn who I was made to be and

Called me your masterpiece and

Led me away from the one I want to follow

But this trauma echoes

I breathe in but I still feel haunted

Hollow but it's still so toxic

I spend my nights trying to let go

But this trauma echoes

Now it's cold in silent cars

Grafting all these scars

You tried to change the colors of my blood

Left with a barely beating heart

Tear my chest apart

You made me feel like I wasn't enough

This trauma echoes

This trauma echoes

I breathe in but I still feel haunted

Hollow but it's still so toxic

I spend my nights trying to let go

But this trauma echoes