I Guess I'm Alone

I'm writing these writtens I'm killing the pages yeah I'm on a role

The music ain't makin me happy but nothing does I know you know

I'm tryna find a way to make a difference but I'm sitting at home

I ain't on the stages I ain't in your playlist I guess I'm alone

But I'm killing it "Andrew, dude why are you so depressed? I know you're happy"

But maybe I'm not and I'm actually faking it telling you that me

And myself and I have a lot to cry about I'm down and I'm allowed

To make the pain go away I'm rapping every day but still there ain't no crowd

And I thought that an answer to all of my problems would be a girl yea

But it turned out that I wasn't ready I just couldn't give her the world yea

And I'm trying to give her the most and I'm trying so hard I just can't assume

That I used to be the perfect guy to girls but now the dedication I just always refuse

I know it's true, I'm such a shitty guy I'm down in the blues

I wanna forgive, for all that do, fuck!

I apologize cause I care too much

And the loose crutch that I use must be defining my future

Cause I'm use to being boosted by the past that I nurture

So I'm making the moves to be happy through music but damn it I'm all lost

But I guess I can do it I'm making a tombstone to listen to after I'm all gone

When the blood's drawn from my body

And when I'm done and when they all see

That I left a note under my pillow

I want you to know that I'm sorry

I'm writing these writtens I'm killing the pages yeah I'm on a roll

The music ain't makin me happy but nothing does I know you know

I'm tryna find a way to make a difference but I'm sitting at home

I ain't on the stages I ain't in your playlist I guess I'm alone

I'm writing these writtens I'm killing the pages yeah I'm on a roll

The music ain't makin me happy but nothing does I know you know

I'm tryna find a way to make a difference but I'm sitting at home

I ain't on the stages I ain't in your playlist I guess I'm alone