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I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah

But ain't that what we all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In the pointless conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody woulda told me

I wish someone couldve told me

Mom won't be there to hold me

That too much pain will leave me lonely

They I'm okay even tho I'm not coping

I'm not the same, if you think that you know me

But i still create to express so boldly

I still can't escape the things that's control me

I still breathe even though god broke me

Coz

I'm a soldier

Momma made me

That way So I could hold up

All that extra weight

Of the world on my shoulders

I learnt as i got older

You should get tougher

But your heart not colder

And if you still got your mom

You should just hold her

Give her all your love

Not just say it show her

Ours was stolen from us

But we still hold her spirit up

My heart now is obviously zipped shut

She was my home I run to now it's ripped apart

You wouldn't know and don't want to

I scream at the moon and stars

For taking us from you

I feel so lost

And it's fucking hard not to

My chest in knots

And all I want

Is just one more hug from you

What the fuck is with this deck

Of cards I drew

If I could get another set

And a longer life with you

Id show you how much that Im really just like you

But I'm not as strong, and thats my truth

I would've given my life just to save you

I don't know why God had to take you

You would think as family we've been thru enough

But instead the cunt went and took our mom

Nothing in our lives will ever be as hard

I don't understand why us, like what the fuck

I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah

But ain't that what we all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In the pointless conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody woulda told me

I remember all the things that you told me

I remember all the times you would hold me

I remember when I really wasn't lonely

When you were here I could cope with not coping

I still feel you near, I just need you to show me

There's nothing I should fear, if you know me

Beside my thoughts that seem to control me

I write for you mom even though god broke

It feels Like hes laughing at this family suffer

He stole one piece of our hearts after another

For years now and then he goes and steals our mother

Massive holes in our hearts

We cant patch up or cover

It's taking its toll

I feel weaker not tougher

I lose my self control

& I take it out on my lil brother

But if I lost him, I'd be more alone

He's now all I got, and all I know

Love now Is something I find difficult to show

And yeah I guess, I'm miserable. But I still got hope

My scars are invisible, but they're not a joke

You wouldnt know unless you lost the person whose been there the most

And everyday you sit and talk to their ghost

Coz you still feel them around you

Maybe I'm just crazy, or that's how I cope

I feel like I'm suffocating

In pain that won't help me grow

The longer Im here the deeper down I go

And yoou can't be relating

Unless ashes is now what u used to call your home/

A family destroyed not broke

It's was ripped to shreds, in an instant changed

Lost all patience faith and hope

I'm drowning in my suffering

But I cant let her go

I have to keep her alive

She's the only one whod know

I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight

I just need a moment in my own space

Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah

But ain't that what we all say?

Sometimes I think back to the old days

In the pointless conversations with the old me

Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me

I wish somebody woulda told me

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