Letras
If I showed you my pain and scars
You'll be thinking
Is yo boy still calm
And Let me go in too deep
Coz if don't speak
You'll just hear bars
There's thing I say and there things I can't
The life I live all I say is calm
Coz Half of the mans don't know the half
That I'm bruised from different things So I feels different when I walk this path
Call me Suave or call me Suavé
You won't see man talking
And for some they won't see me man laugh
Coz when I spoke I covered the past
The things I kept, I kept in my heart
Had to show you that I could be tough
Coz when I spoke up who really listened up
The scars that got on me
They never deep it when I said I'm blessed
I still got this pain in my belly
But I'm still tryna do my best
See I had cancer like who would of guessed
And if I didn't would you say I'm blessed
If I didn't would I say I'm blessed
There was days that I sleep and woke up
Ask the Lord why you saved me then
From pain to purpose certain it was just Christ that saved me then
It could of been RIPs at ten
You come and ask me I will tell you when
You see me crying you won't see friend
You give me convo imma make it dead
Coz I thought about how many times I've bleed
Don't care if you judge me
I felt judged in my life coz I'm black it's hard
And Before you start judging me please, remember I have a past
Feel this pain it's still in my heart
And my Stories different to yours
And yours is different to mine
And I know lied and just said that I'm fine
Hearing them quotes like men don't cry
But deep inside I had pain in my eyes
How many times did I lie, and say that I was fine but who would care to know why
Now I'm a different guy, I keep smile, look brave, but I am still shy
Don't care how many times I say I was calm
I thought I could of died