I think I need to stay in
Or need a good kick in the head
Wound up tight
I'm a mess on the inside
And I've felt this a thousand times
This cliche I can't unwrite
And my heart collapses again
(And Again and again so I)
Blow off my friends
But I'll see them tomorrow
Why's it gotta matter anyways?
Swear I'll be fine
It's a bitter pill to swallow
At least I even tried today
I could wake up okay
And be gentle with the words I say
To myself
And the kid that I used to be
And it'll take a thousand tries
Chasing thoughts I can't unwind
Till I feel good again
(Do it again and again so I)
Blow off my friends
But I'll see them tomorrow
Why's it gotta matter anyways?
Swear I'll be fine
It's a bitter pill to swallow
At least I even tried today
You say that you haven't
Felt it before
But you're talking to me
Through a closed door
Don't defend what you're feeling
Why pretend?
Just feel it
Blow off my friends
But I'll see them tomorrow
Why's it gotta matter anyways?
Swear I'll be fine
It's a bitter pill to swallow
At least I even tried today