I Can't Be The One

In this silence

In this poisonous room

I've got no space to breathe

As you hover and loom

You hold guilt held over my head

It's to heavy to take

I feel myself breaking

From the weight of mistakes

You constantly say

I have room to improve

But as I reach higher

You never approve

This mindfuck, these games

They've become so apparent

And I'm ready to move on and leave you to torment

I will be the one who remains unbroken

I will be the one who speaks words unspoken

I will be the one who doesn't accuse

I will be the one who doesn't abuse

I won't be the one who constantly blames

I won't be the one who plays fucking games

I won't be the one you control anymore

I want you to know as I walk out the door

I can't live your life and you shouldn't live mine

Co-dependent and sick

Oh you deny, deny

You're so blind to your curse

So shut off from life

You're too proud to admit

Oh you lie, you lie

I can't say you're soul-less

Though you're lacking a heart

I can't say you're broken

Though you're falling apart

I can't guide you away

From the path you must take

Where you will only find ruin

Pain and heartache