just called to say hello

Just called to say hello

Just hoped to say what's up

Just know I think about you all the time

I guess I'm out of luck

Oh well I guess that's life

All I can do is try

To reset and reflect

And take a little bit of time to realize

Everything I could've done better

Or said different

I've never really been that good at talking

It's never made a difference

At least I always thought

But I guess I could try

At the end of the day

It's what's on your mind

I wish I could tell you what was on mine

But I can't separate the thoughts

I don't know what's right or wrong

The best or worst decision

My vision is blurry anytime I think about my future

I never felt confident about my intuition

I'm tricking myself into thinking these thoughts

I'm self-destructive

But at least I have some hope in my heart

Although both fight neck and neck

Everyday of my life

I don't know how to put them to rest

Cause I can never get anything off my chest

So

I hope this finds you well

I hope we can be friends

I hope you know

I never meant for this to end

But people grow apart

Some people never work

Others don't try hard enough

Maybe love just don't work

I hope my mind can change

But for now it's goodbye

I hope my mind can change

But for now it's goodbye

I don't know how I have so much hope in my heart

But at the same time I feel so damn cold

I think I was sent down for all of you

Try and bring some light back into this world

I keep finding out that I can be a source

To help others more than myself

And anyone that cross my path

Ends up feelin like I only care about everything else

And never what's in front of me

How can I worry about what I see

If I'm not fulfilling my God given means

I'll never be satisfied with where I'm at

How can I care?

When I feel like I always fall flat

And always left myself down

But I'm tired of talking like that

So I have to walk this path alone

From here on out

I ain't doing this by choice

But it's time I use my voice

And pour my heart and soul into a greater meaning

To alleviate the pain

For everyone else

For everyone else

Gotta remove the doubt and the lies

And I gotta try

To start convincing myself

That I'm not the bad guy

Gotta remove the doubt and the lies

And I gotta try

To start convincing myself

That I'm not the bad guy