Po' Away

Sometimes I just want to pour all my problems away

Sometimes I just want to drink all of my problems just away-ay

Ay just away down, down, down, damn

Damn, damn, damn, damn

Damn I hate being sober I don't feel like I'm at my best

Sometimes I just really wanna drink all my problems just away

Pour my problems just away, or

Put them in the sky

Put them in the sky, yeah put them in the sky

And I still got problems to recognize that you're really gone

Sometimes it feels like you still here because on the surface nothing much changed

I'm still livin' the same dull life

I'm still goin to school

And I'm still fightin' through depression on a daily, that shit is not cool

And when the nurse came in the room, I knew I had to go

And I wanted to tell you that I love you one last time

But I couldn't get it out

But when I left the room with a simple bye

Damn I knew that shit was wrong

But I didn't have the balls to come up to you

And hug you one last time

(I fucked myself)

I can't even remember the last time I told you that I loved you (damn this, shit so sad bro)

It was prolly as a kid

I was way more honest as a kid

Damn I miss my old self

And it hits me every night

Every time it gets dark (every time it gets dark)

I used to not understand why people say that they miss their old, but

Damn know I really know

Damn now - damn now

Damn now I really know

My grandma told me that you were proud of me but

I don't know how to believe that damn

Damn

I got a future ahead of me I can't let that shit-

Damn, I can't let that shit impact me too much

But I don't know if there's a way to get that shit off my mental

I know that this shit will sound ignorant, but I just want to get all this grief over with

I just want to get these suicidal thoughts up out my head

Damn I really miss you

That's not God,

I really, really miss you