And I'm still playin' Fortnite
You cut me with your knife
Should've saw it in foresight
Now they're callin' me four eyes
Throw away my computer
I feel like a loser
Got a sick sense of humor
Cut me out like a tumor
Never thought I would lose her
'Til she heard all those rumors
My pain tends to amuse her
Leave me dead in the sewer
I need a remedy
Some clarity
And room to breathe
Soon, I'll be but a memory
If she remembers me
Won't even live to see
I'm off the shits again
Look at my wrist again
Money I'm swimmin' in
Sauce I'ma dip it in
Slits on my wrist again
Only care about the dividends
I spent like three grand on jeans
But it won't fix me it seems
That I still die in my dreams
She cries herself back to sleep
I hate life
Yeah, I hate what I've become
I feel so fuckin' numb
I feel your blood drip on my tongue
My bitch cry
But I don't give a fuck
Just tryna get my money
Yeah, I can't do no runner up
I know I might die
It seems like somethin' that you'd like
You can pull the trigger if you want
I know you do this shit for fun
My bitch cry
But I don't give a fuck
Just tryna get my money up
Yeah, I can't do no runner up
I'm leavin' today, leavin' today
My feet in the grave
How the fuck could I stay?
When you've been turnin' me grey
You took half of my soul
I'll send the rest towards the flames
I feel the fiery blaze
Yeah, hell's been callin' my name
I'm not just sippin' for fun
I sip this shit to get drunk
I used to have so much fun
Now I just want shit to be done
You had a dream I was gone
Soon it won't be a dream at all
And I can't wait for the day
Seems that I'm just so fucked
Guess that it's the price that we pay
For all the shit we've been off