Gloom

Drowning I was drowning

In the hate that I felt for myself

I've had this life long feeling

That things would always crash and burn

I gave up everything

So many times I can't even count

And it all amounted to nothing

Stripped of life and then tossed out

Thrown away again and again

Does my life even have any worth

It's time I live for myself

The love I once shared must now be earned

I've wasted away I'm weathered and cracked

Been through so much I can't bear to look back

So many years wasted all spent depressed

I'm done holding on to a life that's a mess

The fires died out and the ashes turn cold

Dust to the wind the path I take is now my own

Just a wanderer with no true place to call my home

Never thought I'd be content while being so alone

The past keeps showing it's God damn face

Spent to long trying to repress what can't be erased

I ran away from my ghosts for so fucking long

Now I'm dealing with shit that I thought was long gone

The fires died out and the ashes turn cold

Dust to the wind the path I take is now my own

Just a wanderer with no true place to call my home

Never thought I'd be content while being so alone

The fires died out and the ashes turn cold

Dust to the wind the path I take is now my own

Just a wanderer with no true place to call my home

Never thought I'd be content while being so alone

Perpetual pain and never ending sorrow

Every single day felt like I wouldn't see tomorrow

I may look alright but my soul is black and blue

I've spent my whole life hoping I'd see out of this shroud of gloom

Perpetual pain and never ending sorrow

Every single day felt like I wouldn't see tomorrow

I may look alright but my soul is black and blue

I've spent my whole life hoping I'd see out of this shroud of gloom