Sometimes I ask, will I ever be happy again
With the time that's passed, will I ever get it back again
Heartbreak and depression, I can't recover, yeah
That's the lesson, and I'm failing
Hoping to recover from the pain that's harvested
Relationship ain't last, so you know it's it
I ain't tryna blame you baby, I'm just tryna speak my mind
Recover from the pain that you left in it
Heart broke so many times, I'm just tired
I swear at some point my heart expired
After so many times of suffering heartache
They label me a villain, I don't know where it started
And I don't see no ending to this madness
I keep up hope, even when it's drowned in sadness
Like, what am I supposed to do
Falling for the mind games, I'm a dummy too
I'm really mad at you, I fell for you
But I'm just now understanding you ain't fall for me
Sometimes I ask, will I ever be happy again
With the time that's passed, will I ever get it back again
Heartbreak and depression, I can't recover, yeah
That's the lesson, and I'm failing
Hoping to recover from the pain that's harvested
Relationship ain't last, so you know it's it
But I'm still standing here in my spot
You said I'd walk away, baby girl, I think not
No, it wasn't a part of the plot
Ha, yeah, I don't back down, no way
But there was times where it felt like you hate me
Leaving me on read made me feel a little shaky
But don't blame me, can't escape this feeling
Lost in my head, demons stay with the grilling
I tried so hard for a long time
Maybe right, girl, but it was the wrong time
I told myself I need a little more alone time
But in reality, you never left my mind
Sometimes I ask, will I ever be happy again
With the time that's passed, will I ever get it back again
Heartbreak and depression, I can't recover, yeah
That's the lesson, and I'm failing
Hoping to recover from the pain that's harvested
Relationship ain't last, so you know it's it