Patience

I was pondering within once again, like always, because it doesn't stop, you know

The brain doesn't stop

If you really search for something and you haven't found it, your brain just keeps on

You're into your mind

Yo, I pray for patience when there's pain

Had to lose my balance to find the right way

Revelation, revolution, evolution

Spiritual combat to reach resolution

Patience for days like hospitals with COVID, a motive of a form rarely quoted

I'm the surface of a tide in a still lake, barely alive, holding on to my faith

Break like the columns of a cord tied to a spine

Ever drowned, heard words from the other side?

I doubt it

Delusion agrees with your lies, fuck aside

I choose the humankind

I pray for patience when there's pain

Had to lose my balance to find the right way

Revelation, revolution, evolution

Spiritual combat to reach resolution

I don't abide the normal concepts of time

I like to stare into the fire and get lost in the mind

Listen, for the winter, cry Mary on some Mary Jane

I open portals with candles, and folks say I'm insane

Which is cool by me, I'm used to being an outcast black cat

Upside down novel with a red man snapback

I'm on the fast track of infamy and a fictitious plot

Just a crazy wide-eyed writer who'd be sleepless at his spot

I'm the rocks, was the hero who played chess with death

A seventh seal said trauma helped him find his breath

It's not material success, it's what's learning to struggle

Surreal circumstance helped pull him out of the bubble

Shaped a sense that should be common, just like good

Good like God, unless it's misunderstood

Humans don't always act like you think they should

Just another beautiful day in the neighborhood

I pray for patience when there's pain

Had to lose my balance to find the right way

Revelation, revolution, evolution

Spiritual combat to reach resolution

I pray for patience when there's pain