Letras
From the years 2021 till now I aint never been in so much pain
I aint never known so much confusion and so much strife and so much heartache
These few years been hard on me you understand?
I got tears in my eyes
Cause I can't give up on you
I got tears in my eyes
Cause I really want you
Just me and you
Just beat gun charges spent a year on trial
It done been a long time since I really done smiled
Hate coming home to this empty house
Silence aint ever ever been this loud
Beat 4 charges got 13 more
Got folks that want me killed bruh that ion even know
My kids mama she can't even stand me
And it's making it difficult to see my family
Loosing my mind this too much to handle
Mama hit my line she got stage 4 cancer
On my last dime and my daughter need pampers
Having anxiety attacks at random
Homicidal loosing all my sleep
Loosing my weight I can't even eat
Thinking you can make it all go away
And I'm too grown to be thinking that way
Wilding out I thought the grass was greener
On the other side somebody lied
Left home and tried to recreate it
Didn't take long to learn that was a mistake
The love was there but not longevity
It was tainted and flawed heavily
Inconsistent and trust issues
Is the end result when folks lust with you
Instead of being friends and then trying to build
It was intense but short lived
The love was there but it wasn't enough
And she ain't understand it I was so demanding
Had plenty love but no direction
No trust but plenty affection
Thinking that you can make it all go away
And I'm too grown to be thinking that way
Thinking that you can make it all go away and I'm too grown to be thinking that way
Thinking that I can make it all go away baby you too grown to be thinking that way
Thinking that we can make it all go away baby we too grown to be thinking that way