Check on your friend

While runnin it up

I been runnin a muck

Ring finger bling

But my brother a hump

I didn't listen they said check on your friend

Now I can't ever check on him again

He took his own life, but I still want to spin

I don't know on who, but it is what it is

Left a mess in my head what was going through his

The letters you left ain't bring closure to shit

And who am I to kid I'm heated as fuck

On the run we were barely in touch

You still could've called before you gave up

I would've flew out to Florida wit love

Now who's being more selfish right now

Me or you

Cause I'm here

And it ain't like you made death beautiful

And

I couldn't see it coming down my eyes

But it did when they said you die

And it was hard trying to pen this song

With them tears drippin on my phone

I should be glad you home

I guess its bittersweet just more bitter

Never took you as a quitter

Just equip to

Take on anything when life hit ya

Not questioning what's life

Knowing I was right with cha

I ain't think I'll see this coming like

Christ coming back

And I ain't need another angel when

God got my back

But I'll take you as I can

Cause you still my man

And for sure I love you too

That go without saying

Well at least I thought it did

But now I guess I could've told you more

Should've showed you

Fuck a dap up I want to hold you

And take back back to the old you

Or maybe I never knew you

But that feeling there ain't mutual

And that's what's makes this brutal fuck