Learning To Live

So far, it's so hard

Learning to live with myself

I don't know, I don't know, if I'm letting go

Letting go

My fixed stars, old scars

Scorn for my health

I don't know, I don't know, if I'm letting go

If I'm gonna let it, gonna let it show

Let it show

Love, hate, fear, fate, blood, born, trust, torn

You thought I felt different but I didn't

I never thought I was man enough to admit it, yea

If I could I'd of hit it and quit it

Ego so big I tried to fucking kill it, yea

If I can't, then who can learn to live with myself

I don't know, I don't know, if I'm letting go

Letting go

Heaven sent or hell bent?

God herself couldn't tell yet

I don't know, I don't know, if I'm letting go

If I'm gonna let it, gonna let it show

Let it show

Love, hate, fear, fate, blood, born, trust, torn

You thought I felt different but I didn't

I never thought I was man enough to admit it

If I could I'd of hit it and quit it

Ego so big I tried to fucking kill it