Letras
It's called a game kids!
Wanna learn about real reality?
It was enraging to - to hear someone talk to these kids
That we look at like family like that
Self righteous, I hide behind my vices
I try to find a way to stick to my devices
I'm trying my best to keep a clean chest
But harassment keeps me in check
I'm dying
My heart sunk when my lungs was frying
If I am being honest
I'm tired of trying my hardest and facing my monsters
Fuck I regret being an artist
But I smile
Smile through my problems
Smile through my addictions knowing I can't solve them
Mommas words topping me over I lost my luck where is the clover?
I despise being sober
'Cause my thoughts ponder towards her
My self image is diminished
I feel incapable of loving another human being
Guaranteeing im the reason she's gonna be leaving
So I'm stuck here bleeding
In a lost road
Don't know what im believing
Uh, don't know what I'm believing
Tell me what I don't know
Darkness of my thoughts my angels are a no show
I promise you I'll stand tall before I go low
Gotten this far I ain't need the promo
Smile is my logo
I foreclose ya talent and give what you proposed
Cold body
Insecure man but God I embody
Came a long way from tryna be somebody
Now creativity is all that's inside me
Smile
Through the racism
Never frown
Even when the pay is up
Listen to what I say, fuck what they say of us
Implications fucking me over
My bitch don't love me but I won't hold her
Homeboy got her piece before me
That's the type of culture that always ahold me
Before thee
Bars that match my insecurities
Fuck maturity
All I ever was and am is filled with impurity
Off the bottle I'm filled with security