Elusive

I'm caught in between

Now but not yet

I'm pacing the sidelines

With hope and regret

It's something elusive

Harder to grasp the further on I go

Oh mystery, when will you leave me?

This feels like home but I don't belong

But I hold you still

Like I always will

Try to slow down

Take in what I see

Grace where I least expect it to be

The smallest of actions

The greatest of worth

It slowly starts to grow

And I need to know

Oh mystery, when will you leave me?

This feels like home but I don't belong

But I hold you still

Like I always will

There's a voice and it's calling me

Through the doubt and uncertainty

Oh mystery, when will you leave me?

This feels like home but I don't belong

But I hold you still

Yes I hold you still

Like I always will

Like I always will