Pain Mentally (Prod by Ellie Rizoa)

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Pain, mentally, I couldn't survive physically

What makes it worse is what my loved ones did to me

Intentionally, I remember what all of y'all did to me

Strengthened me, so I don't need y'all sympathy

Simple and plain, I love to feel the pain

Cause I else what I gain

See, I ain't keep your umbrellas, I was meant for the rain

See, u ain't get the whole picture, it don't fit in your frame

Dang, live life in a fast lane, no seatbelt

I'd rather die than not know how true speed felt

Knowing the consequence if I crash, but no seatbelt

They say I'm going crazy, I don't need help

Nigga, motherfucker, psychiatrist

All I know is me and my niggas, one rap with an iron fist

I'm so flying, just glad of who I am

Even though sometimes life sucks, I'm glad of who I am

Damn

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Drive alone, but never ride alone

More than kind of wrong for trying jones

I'm boxing niggas like styrofoam

Implying on any track that they supply me on

That anytime I'm on a beat, that's crack, I get my grinding on

Like I'm freeway Ricky Ross to these beats, you want beef

Motherfucking cow is dead meat

When it comes to me and getting money, know how active I am

I let my bank account decide how attractive I am

Damn, creases in everything but the sneakers

And ain't riding on these, but my bitch be showing cleavage

Got a genius for a penis, all thanks to a few divas

And if you mad, womp, womp, charlie Brown School Teachers

Strapped with heaters for whoever mistreat us

You niggas sandals, how you gonna sneak us

Like they gonna get me first

I just relax and kick back like they kicked me first