The Chosen One

Am I doing something wrong

Why am I not the chosen one?

I'm not jealous but I'm anxious

I feel like I'm not doing enough

I try not to compare

All I do is overthink

And push myself harder

Till I forget to breathe

From my lungs

It's getting hard to live now

With no love & support around

I'm done living inside out

I might just give up now

I got no one around

I push myself till I worn out

I'm tired of my own thoughts

I am stuck in a boring-life song

Of a doll house

And I am not dancing around

I'm just gonna go cry now

Find a way to shut this out

I don't wanna feel anything now

But I keep asking and talking to myself

And I ask myself

Am I doing something wrong

Why am I not the chosen one?

I'm not jealous but I'm anxious

I feel like I'm not doing enough

I believe I'm here for a reason

And I know I'm doing the right thing

But I keep asking and questing myself

Am I doing something wrong

Why am I not the chosen one?

I'm not jealous but I'm anxious

I feel like I'm not doing enough