happy4u

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

Yeah, late night, staring at the ceiling

Scrolling through my phone like that's the way that I've been dealin'

I was made this way, can't escape thoughts of how I made mistakes

That's probably why I'm calling you again, oh

Just sayin', yeah, I've got a feelin'

The feelin' I've been erased with

Another heart that took the story, we wrote and replaced it

But know you were right

You could find someone who was better

I know I never treated you like you were mine

I, I, I keep lying like

Life's not difficult

If I'm so over this

Then why am I missing you?

Said you couldn't live your life without me

Look at you, doin' just fine there without me

I see you're doin' okay

And I'mma lie like I'm doing the same

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

I know you're turning a page

Movin' and getting engaged

Finally see you're right a couple years too late

But if I could go back

I would be that whole half

I would try to save us

Hold you close and slow dance

And now I live just numbing the pain

And lately it's been hard to look at this

Cuz baby I ain't really changed much

Stay up workin' on this fake love

From the people who don't give a fuck just tryin' to replicate us

And I look at you

You've got a stranger in your photo

And forgot me, but know it's probably better for you

And I pushed you away

And got the things I thought I wanted

But I still just feel the same, yeah

Said that I could live my life without you

Look at me, fallin' apart here without you

You say you're doin' great

And I lie right through my teeth when I say

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

And I keep on callin'

Hopin' that you need me too, but you keep on movin' on

Sayin' that it's best for you

You can live a fairy tale but I know you remember

Sayin' it was me and you forever so

I will keep movin' on

And pretend that I'm happy for you

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine