Do You Think of Me

I don't talk much about how I feel

I let the moments pass

I tell myself I'm doing fine

But some nights hit too fast

I see your name light up my phone

Then turn it face down again

I don't know if I should ask

Or pretend I'm stronger than I am

I replay every little sign

Like maybe I missed something true

I don't need you to fix me

I just want to know about you

Do you ever think about me

When the room gets quiet too?

Do you wonder if I'm okay

Like I always do for you

I don't need a perfect answer

I just need something true

So tell me when you're honest

Do you miss me too?

I'm not good at saying what hurts

I let it sit in my chest

I show up calm, I keep it light

But I'm tired of guessing what's left

I don't need forever promises

I don't need a grand excuse

I just need to know if I matter

In the way you still matter to me

I'm learning how to say it

Instead of keeping it inside

If I'm being honest now

I'm done with always hiding

If you ever think about me

You don't have to run away

You don't have to have the answers

You can just say my name

I'm not asking for perfection

Just something real, something true

I'm here, I'm open

If you miss me too

I don't need it to be loud

I just need it to be real