Dive In The Water

I hope you listen for i dive in the water

Remember when i had to grind for a quarter

Back when some Jordan 4's was all that I wanted

Feel like life slipped by while i was rhyming recording

Don't get me wrong cus I can't lie it's important

I mean the music changed it all from the women i courted down to how i move in the mall call this shit paranoia

I know that they wish i was gone put my dick inna soil

How much is peace of mind seem like i can't afford it

If i just end it all tonight then they wouldn't support it

But if i choose to fight bet they wouldn't report it

You'll prolly find me wit a knife like im cookin a order

Heard he said it's on sight i guess his vision distorted

When business in order all my brovas das wit me flippin more than just quarters

I might cross the border back and forth it's like like i got deported

Racks inna storage in the panel on back of the door

The facts of the story depend who standing after the war

And that's what get told and lately i been lackin my soul

It get outta control pistol smoke like packing a bowl

We watering seeds i wonder when they'll actually grow

Before my mama died she told me if i craft it it's gold

But then it's adios

Got angels and godly flows

I still feel alone cus bitches is greener than army clothes

Spillin my heart until my whole neck and arm be froze

I wear it on my sleeve so it's best when my heart is cold

As pressure fill up my nose

This necklace is sonic o's

I made some promises mama im destined to honor those

From walkin around in socks that used to pop at the toes

To finally wearin pieces you couldn't cop in a store

But what does it mean

Cus still im feeling morbid and mean

I'm out onna bridge news cameras all recording the scene

The water beneath

Now the end is all in my reach

They missed the message i started to teach

I hope you listen for i dive in the water

Feel like maybe i could thrive as a martyr

Cus i can't do no 9-5 takin orders