Complicated

(Jxmie Music)

Yo (Antrinum the Producer)

Mazza L20

Love me or hate me

All this in me life, I need compensatin'

Falling laps in the yard but I'm not Jamaican

I sent bare down the toilet in the block for Clayton

Spent hours at the window conversatin'

Neighbor doing life, suicidal contmeplatin'

Last ten years have been a prisoner, me occupation

Every day I'm getting watched like an observation

Got me waiting on a date like a doctor's patient

Now I'm feeling like standing why a doctor patience

For the next seven years, bro, I've probation

I've got a prison number, looking like a combination

And now I'm stuck with this shit like some constipation

Said he's not a snitch but I've got the statements

I got nicked with three straps because I got complacent

I'm tryna tell you 'bout me life but it's complicated

I'm tryna put it all together like a compilation

I'm tryna turn me life around, I feel obligated

I watched me brothers go to jail and then we alternated

Since then I've been looking for alternatives

They keep adding to the case like it's adulterated

I've got an extra two years for the altercation

'Cause I've seen them on a visit then we altercated

Fuck the roads, it's gassed up, bro, it's overrated

I was calling them me brothers but we're not related

We're meant to keep it in the streets but they cooperated

I watched people turn fake and they congregated

I took bullets when I sleepin' in me operated

Claustrophobic in the cell, I felt suffocated

Seen bodies, bro, they never got resuscitated

Solitary confined, I was segregated

S done a protest on the block, defecated

And I'm the voice of the trenches, I've been delegated

They wasn't doing what they said so they got relegated

I'm Nipsey Hussle with the rap because I'm dedicated

I'm tryna blow like a bomb that's being detonated

I'm tryna blow up and leave the scene desolated

'Cause when they gave me extra time, I was devastated