mixing up the days

Those are years of pain that you see rolling down my face

All of my mistakes that I can't erase

I wanna end it all, but I don't have what it takes

When I'm too close I back out and pump the brakes

I don't trust anyone cause most of y'all are fakes

I already learned my lesson fucking with y'all snakes

I don't go to sleep I'm always mixing up the days

In a world of my own Dempsey Road boy outer space

I'm a strange person I don't really know my place

People look at me like I'm just some sort of disgrace

That's a sick feeling that I can't learn to embrace

That's just too heavy I can't carry all that weight

Every day I'm living with these feelings that I hate

I just want them all to go away yeah I can't wait

Y'all can't understand me that's because y'all can't relate

It's like I'm dead inside like I'm already in the grave

I'm a lost cause far too gone to be saved

And I'm not strong I'm too weak to be brave

My life's a nightmare it's impossible to dream chase

I don't wanna be here, X me out the maze