Bluffin

Looking for a sign, I had to step back

I can't relapse, put my life on the line, I need racks

I took mad L's, they can't see that

I was fucked up, won't repeat that

Don't need feedback, she a knee slap

Fuck it, it's nothing

Was finna say I love you, but I'm bluffing

Was finna say I love you, but I'm bluffing

I drink away, I'm masking pain

I live this life, it ain't a phase

I'm tryna get up out this maze

I don't understand, but understand it's God's plan

Sinking in the sand, I had to lift my hands

God grabbed it and said, "Nigga, you the man"

I looked back and said, "Nigga, I'm a fan"

I proceed to stand, that's when the shift began

Was in a can, but now I can fly, no Peter Pan

Soul left this Earth, came back like we damned

Everybody trapped like rats, can we stand?

Standing alone, I know they weakened

Everybody loves to wait for the weekend

But why the fuck we trained to wait for the week's end?

Like why the fuck we pray for the end?

But why can't we find peace and freedom?

Slaves hundred years, ain't no one free them

Slaves hundred years, ain't no one see them

My old life is gone, deleted

I'm just tryna find a reason

To please the deities that made this free land

You don't know shit, you only thinking

Through rap I peek, you see I'm bleeding

It's hell on Earth and this shit gets demeaning

Stop time, my Rolex freezing

I'll remain to smoke life, it got me geeking

I'm proud of myself, I been conceited

I was this close to being defeated

So fuck you if you mad, my lights gon' keep beaming

Demons all around me, I can hear them screaming

God got my back, He won't let me see them

It's war going on and your soul's the reason

Looking for a sign, I had to step back

I can't relapse, put my life on the line, I need racks

I took mad L's, they can't see that

I was fucked up, won't repeat that

Don't need feedback, she a knee slap

Fuck it, it's nothing

Was finna say I love you, but I'm bluffing

Was finna say I love you, but I'm bluffing