Letras
Sorry I'm not who you need me to be right now
I'm trying just as hard as you to figure myself out
Maybe I should seek a professional diagnosis
Why do I push away those who are closest?
I get so distant
My best friend
Becomes depression
I'm resistant
Learning lessons
I get so anxious
I'm a skeptic
I'm in a state of flux
Confusion of hate and love
Scars reopened as new wounds
Flux from my mind changing moods
I wax and wane
Knots in my brain
Kinks in my veins
My heart fluctuates
Like a fluid I change form but never know when
And my nervous system turns into high voltage
I'm so sorry for the discharge from my brain
Never knowing when the shock will leave stains
I get so distant
My best friend
Becomes depression
I'm resistant
Learning lessons
I get so anxious
I'm a skeptic
I'm in a state of flux
Confusion of hate and love
Scars reopened as new wounds
Flux from my mind changing moods
I wax and wane
Knots in my brain
Kinks in my veins
My heart fluctuates
Flux flux flux flux
Flux flux flux flux
It's unfair that maybe it's hereditary
Hemispheres in my skull are enemies
Liquid trapped behind my eyes
It's obstructed by my pride
Flux bursting through
Forcing new avenues
I'm in a state of flux
Confusion of hate and love
Scars reopened as new wounds
Flux from my mind changing moods
I wax and wane
Knots in my brain
Kinks in my veins
My heart fluctuates
Flux flux flux flux
Flux flux flux flux