Mmmm Mmmm Mmm Mmm Hmm
I see you in the rearview, feral thing
All teeth and hunger and haste
You were so sure you found the answer
In the ashes of your former cage
I could hate you for the fallout
For the shrapnel I still pull from my chest
But you were just a girl rebuilding the ruins
For all that comes next
You thought freedom tastes like wildfire
Anything to make you feel it at all
Wanna warn you of what's coming
But you were already mid-fall
What do I do with who I used to be?
I'll just scream my name and set me free
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
You're still here in the fight
I can't let go, not yet, not now
You'll survive this, you'll learn how
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
You'll make it through to morning's light
Mmmm Mmmm
Every night a different kind of chapel
Every touch a temporary hymn
You collected heat like it could save you
Let them in, let them in, let them in
You blurred the lines until they vanished
Called the demolition being free
Everybody was an exit door
From the thing you couldn't be
If you weren't gonna make it to morning
Then the night was yours to spend
You kept lighting matches in petrol clothes
Daring something, anything, to end
What do I do with who I used to be?
I'll just scream my name and set you free
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
You're still here in the fight
I can't let go, not yet, not now
You'll survive this, you'll learn how
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
You'll make it through to morning's light
Mmmm Mmmm
I know why you did it, God, I know
When the wound is old enough, it hums
You were just trying to drown the frequency
With anyone who'd make you numb
But now you're on the floor and it's so quiet
The pilot light gone dark and cold
Your blood spilling like confessions
Of stories you never meant to hold
I can't hate you for the choices
When I know I drove you there
You were just a girl who wanted out
And didn't care how or where
What do I do with who I used to be?
I'll just scream my name and set us free
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
She wasn't a burden, she was the light
I'm holding on, you don't know how
All we have is here and now
The girl I was deserved much more
I can be what she was looking for
I sit down on the floor beside you
Not to fix it, just to stay
I've spent so long ashamed of you
I forgot you saved me in your own way
I'm still learning how to hold you gently
The mess and fire, the scars and shame
We both know this floor
We've been here before
I've got a ghost that wears my name
But I'm allowed to grow without erasing
Every version of us is still the same
Hold myself close, hold myself tight
She wasn't a burden, she is the light
We're holding on, we don't know how
All we have is here and now
The girl I was deserved much more
I can be what she was looking for
The girl I was deserved much more
But now I am what I was looking for