Heretic

God hit my line

But I let it ring

Time after time

Lie after lie

Never answered

Never believed in an afterlife

Now my body confined

To a burning tomb

Consumed

By flames and guilt

I'll pay the price

My silence ended up

Costing me my fucking life

I try to pick up

But now no one is ever there

I try to listen

Through the screams and all the despair

All the countless years of rejection

Screaming up at the sky

You never answered then

Of course it's too late

Once I opened up my eyes

I thought I had time

But time don't ever wait

Nah

It just watches while you struggle

With your self hate

Yuh

All my words were poison

Drippin' from a bitter tongue

I used to curse the Heavens

Now I'm speaking to no one

Every call i ignored

Came back like a knife

Now I'm payin' the price

My consequence is this afterlife

No angels here

Just ash in my throat

Every word I never said

Wrapping me up like a tight rope

Shoulda spoke when I still had breath

Shoulda reached when I felt that depth

Shoulda answered the phone

When I was on the edge

But now it's too late

Took too many steps

I can feel my self fallin'

Faster and faster

Just my luck

Ending up down here

Didn't believe in either

What an idea

That I would be

Punished for my ignorance

For never using what you gave me

Throwing away all my hope and dignity

I guess you really did have faith in me

You kept calling and calling

But I was too busy

Now I'm lookin back while fallin'