Up And Down

Feel like I'm losing the plot, feel like a loser a lot

I forgot what I want to achieve with

My music I need this confusion to stop

Even though I said bye to Jordan, I've still got that noose in a knot

Not sure if ill use it or not

But fuck that, I'm refusing to flop

Cause I gotta stay focused and make a

Change, escape the dark and break the chains

From makers mark and placing blame

To making marks and taking aim, Its my life

Yeah gotta prove 'em wrong, can't look back now gotta move along

Gotta cruise with the bruises refusing to lose

Cause I choose to improve when the musics on, Yeah

I just wanna do my best

But there's so many things that

Produce my stress, I've been sitting in a?

Nest where I patiently wait for a snake that would chew my flesh

Same dudes that would root my ex, but i still gotta few guys left

Shout outs to my crew, I ain't got huge biceps but i do my reps

As the moonlight sets I expect the worst

I'm not quite sure if I'm blessed or

Cursed, so I'm putting in extra work

I dont wanna be the best in Perth, just the best on Earth

Sometimes I forget my worth

Sometimes i just get so depressed it hurts

Sometimes I dont really wanna live another

Minute but giving ups for quitters and respect is earnt

STAY STRONG

Gotta tell myself that, and help excel my welcomed health back

Lost it all, shell was helltapped

Dropped the ball and felt the world crack

Woke up and I had an epiphany

Have to commit to a pattern and my passion prolifically

I just wanna be rapping terrifically with a rapid

Delivery, doesn't matter if you happen to critic me 'cause

This is all I know

What a life, I remember the day that I gotta mic

Kids at school would say that I forgot I'm

White, now the same cunts play me on Spotify, Huh

Gotta thank my foes

They would tease me for wearing those gangsta clothes

I was pulled down lower than an anchor goes but

That just shows how far through the ranks I rose

Much lose to my fans and supporters

You're the reason I stand and record this

You were there when my Nikey's were blood

Stained, and still there when abandoning Jordan

You were there when I started this music

You were there for the panic disorders

Saw me go through hell and back like Humpty

Dumpty lord knows that this man has been haunted

I don't know if I'll make it or now

But I feel less stressed every page that i jot so I say what i want

To the day that I drop and I'll

Pray I can take all my mates to the top

So Ima do what I need to do

'Cause you believe in me and I believe in you

I keep going cause your giving me a reason to

This is just the beginning I ain't leaving soon

I've been up and down, I've been underground

I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown

I've been up and down, I've been underground

Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but

I've been up and down, I've been underground

I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown

I've been up and down, I've been underground

Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but