Hey, babe
You know I used to want you so bad
You know I used to love you so deep
But now I don't care
Now I don't care
Now I don't give a shit
Let me tell you
Every time that I try
To continue with my life
Something very deep inside
Makes me stop and look behind
Shit, I ain't gonna lie
I begin to feel the panic
Like a junkie I'm an addict
And your love was my drug
And no matter how much time
Has come and gone by
I still think of you
Feeling down
Feeling blue
Trying to figure what to do
Why don't you climb into my shoes
Just a life broken hearted
Let me tell you how it started
'Cause I ain't the victim, no
I'm the mother fucking villain
All this empty that I'm feeling
Is the karma from the hearts that I broke
In the past
When I tried to live it fast
Get the pussy then I dash
'Cause my focus was the cash
How much longer can this last this way
How much longer can I laugh
This game that I play
Is the game that my father played
On my mother
And that's why I'm fatherless
Hey, babe
You know I used to want you so bad
You know I used to love you so deep
But now I don't care
Now I don't care
Now I don't give a shit
This game that I play
Was the game that my father played
On my mother
And that's why I'm fatherless
Growing up as a kid stressed
And depressed
'Cause my father left
With another woman
And another woman after that
That's a lot of broken hearts
And a lot of kids without a father
Torn apart
And now here I am
Doing the same thing
Playing the same game
Turning the red flame
Into a blue tame
You would assume, hey
My goal was to break the cycle
Call me Michael
Not the angel
But the psycho
When the lights low
All my life goes
And my mind
Is all over the place
A disgrace
If you knew
I'm ashamed
Like a fool
But what can I do
Could I really turn back
'Cause now I realize
It's a lie what I'm living
And afraid 'cause I left a trail of broken hearts
On my way to enlightenment
What will my daughter say
Hey, babe
You know I used to want you so bad
You know I used to love you so deep
But now I don't care
Now I don't care
Now I don't give a shit
This is the sound of the broken
And now that it's spoken
Do you understand
How a man could grow up
From a child
Just to treat
Every woman that he meets
Like a piece of meat
Like an enemy
That he's destined to mistreat
Oh no
What have I become
A reflection of my father
Holy son
Dear God do you listen
I'm in prison
So it seems
And there ain't no escape
And there ain't much to say
Aside from the fact that I made a mistake
Can I take it all away
Can I travel back in time
To a better safer place
Where I didn't bust a nut
And I didn't impregnate
A selfish fucking bitch
'Cause she doesn't love her kids
And we both repeat the cycle
Situation that we're in
Where we fight to see who wins
But the only loser here
Is our daughter suffering
Trying to keep her from adopting
This attitude that I'm with
Where I don't give a shit