Homeless

Thought there's no chance you could hold my hand or pet my waist if you don't feel the same

But you used me, then I didn't see well, let you borrow things I knew you'd give away

Someone once said, I'll never forget, 'home is not a place, it's a person instead

I was paying rent, expected respect, at this point it's a curse, got kicked out again

Then again, and again

I've wasted my last years of being a child on

Filling my space with the colors of yours

Only to end up homeless once more, on my own

Having some friends left, still feeling alone

It's not fair to them how healthy just bores me to the core, mhm

Mhm

I want someone to sort me out, give my brain a bath, help me breathe in and out

Cause it seems so hard, makes me not wanna try, there's no point in that, if everything is a lie

I did believe, cause I am naïve, but I always knew, you'd do what you swore you'd never do

Three times a charm, you ruined me this time, a few Octobers from now, you'll be forgotten about

Wish I could forget right now

I've wasted my last years of being a child on

Polishing your bricks like you were my home

Only to end up homeless once more, on my own

Having some friends left, still feeling alone

It's not fair to them how healthy just bores me

Because I'm used to senselessly loving

People who don't mind ghostly ignoring

My heart, my feelings, I'm blind for the warnings

I keep forgiving, you keep performing

Keep glorifying those who never said sorry

Though I was begging, you forgot our story

Did I deserve this? Do I have to worry

About your horrendous, long-lasting, phony

Mindset?

Was all I said

Too much? I prayed

You would find your way

Back to me again

Then again, and again

I've wasted my last years of being a child

Hoped we would grow up together, be wild

Stared into your eyes like they're noble jewels

I wasn't prepared I'd become homeless soon

Jezus (nice)

Ej, ale kur-